Thursday, May 26, 2005,22:18
1st-ly.. allow me to say
"WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!!"
haha.. whee.. its juz surprising how tis 1 single event changed my mood totally.. woke up still moody.. then was totally swept off to despair.. b4 hope, joy n finally jubilation took over.. 6min of blitzreig was all it took.. a wave of strong teamwork n belief.. great job liverpool.. totally made my deprival of sleep worth it.. we'll now walk e streets wif pride n gusto.. so wad if we cant take 5ht slot.. bagging e ultimate prize is more worth it!! =p n b4 e match if u'd told me it was gonna go into penalties.. i'd have told u pool wld have lost.. but seeing e greatest figthback of our times.. i'll tell u.. y wun we win it?! wads there to lose neway!! we were down 3-0 frm .5time can comeback.. n even reaching e finals on a transition yr was gd enuf.. kudos to dudek.. but hey.. dun screw up so often larz.. yeaH!! now tt we've won e finals.. e ball is in uefa's n eng fa's court to decide whether to allow us next season le.. hrmx.. enuf said
some ppl dun seem to have a temper.. but its nt cos they dun have 1.. its juz tt they dun wanna show it.. kk nuf on tt.. 2day went to buy stuff in prep of camp.. then i was suppose to purchase lamps.. so ok.. went beach road there wanted to buy tis $110 rechargable coleman lamp (can claim frm skool so hack larz =p ).. but then needa charge 20hrs juz to use for 8hrs!!! crazzy!! called lumch n he said dun buy then.. kaoz.. where got tis kinda thing 1.. waste energy.. kaoz.. efficiency=40% onli lorx.. diaoz.. so dun dun dun obey e law of COE =p
skool's closing.. time to dive into some fun.. but then still muz mug.. haiz.. hack?! mug?! hack?! mug?! wad kinda hols tis.. nvm.. most prob tis will be my last post b4 hols start proper le.. camp's on 28-30th.. buzy buzy.. time to leave in style
Wednesday, May 25, 2005,22:16
2day arrived late in skool.. by 10 mins.. y? all cos e bus i took took half an hour to travel from cj to sji.. which is like 1 stop away!! knn jam all e way.. its like after e sji turn in rite.. road all empty.. like wtf.. e uncle sped all e way aft tt.. bloody knn rich kids.. dun understand environmentalism ar.. lol.. 4 once i'm a greenie =p
i'm seriously a bit pissed.. dunno y.. maybe its their attitude.. cant stand it.. hrmx.. hope i'm not bias.. chok tried disiplining e jnrs 2day.. hoped it work.. else.. haha.. leave it to em to find out.. neway had secret activity at oac land 2day.. lol.. kinda cool.. muz thank kong 4 all those hard work he put in man.. he's one hell of a committed person.. way to go kong!!
have turned kinda cynical about
sexual equality lately.. esp aft tt a*star bitch is complaining.. i kinda agree wif wad 1 of e guys wrote in about.. come on wake up larz.. e world isnt perfect.. u ppl cant juz expect tt cos u are built more genetically deficient/weak/low-class n wad not tt ppl used in e past tt we're to feel sympathetic/loving n wad not 2wards u ppl.. lame shits! wanna win something work 4 it.. dun expect ppl to pamper u. hope i didnt offend any1.. hrmx.. but i'm nt gonna try 4 any a*star scholarship so nvm larz.. haha
anyway gtg catch some sleep.. its almost 11 now n i still gotta wake up at 230.. yeah!! watch e red blaze at istanbul!!
to leech: star wars doesnt sux tt much larz.. but i agree wif u.. LOTR better.. haha.. actually most trilogies are nice.. cept maybe HARRY POTTER.. yuX!
i dived myself into work.. to hide my sad sad self.. to leave my soul in storage.. to not betray my feelings.. i wanted to be e perfectionist tt i was.. to make everything flawless.. but failure alwayz had his way of finding me.. 1st open day (some ppl say its nt my fault.. but i feel e least i can do is bear responsibilities.. since i was in control) then snr camp (humans do screw-up.. n so e screw-ups are e humans!) on n on n on.. til now.. haiz.. nothing has been going e way we planned.. well.. nt EXACTLY e way we planned.. lose le.. last few days to do 1 last big thing.. not gonna bother how ppl view me le.. i'm nt gonna care.. i'll screw ppl if i have to.. i'll shout n yell.. i cant contain tis any longer.. i juz wanna leave tis place intact, n leave behind an intact place.. no more arguements.. no more disturbances.. tts how i wish it to be.. n tts how i'm gonna make it!!
Saturday, May 21, 2005,20:30
hrmx.. some interesting things happened recently.. but e prob is.. my memory space too limited to handle all those info.. so auto-deleted.. haha.. muz be my mind too busy processing equations.. neway here are some of e stuff i rmb:
1) wed: nj sports meet. its cool cheering ur lungs out 4 ur house.. n laufing at chris ho n some other ghey maths teacher runnin.. omg.. a gd lauf.. neway saw e 38th do some of their stuffs.. yet to impress me i muz say they have.. maybe is too high, the standard set by 37th
2) thurs: my calender on my table started off wif a record on Star wars opening on tt day.. n a note asking me to check wif fjiet n j.kwok whether wanna pon skool 2gether to watch.. then later added on a maths lect test.. aft tt added on another SPA skill D test.. crapz.. a wonderfully perfect day spoilt.
3)fri: nj vs vj soccer match at some ulu ulu place near town.. we were saying like how a nite walk there will totally make ppl freak out.. esp if we wanna make it freaky(hehe).. a well fought match i might say.. nj scoring frm open play b4 complacency took over(humans aint perfect however much we try to be).. conceded 1 in 1st half.. 2nd half concede 2 more.. tis time both thru corners.. hrmx.. maybe e coach might wanna train set pieces in prep of 3rd n 4th placing match.. as usual e 37th were being as extra as they were.. haha.. cheering their hearts out besides e 38th.. but where was hankit?! hrmx..
of.. nuf of e past n get back to e present.. 2day morn wenta watch starwars wif f'jiet n j.kwok.. juz settled last nite wif a quick phone call to each other n web check.. hrmx.. overall ok larz.. bordering on nice side.. but guess i wasnt able to enjoy e movie as much cos its like i noe e ENTIRE STORY!! hrmz.. drawback of a prequel.. maybe next time can buy down e entire set of dvd or smth n show my sons.. maybe then can they enjoy e show watching frm 1 to 6.. but then again.. maybe nt 1.. phantom menace plain sux.. all tt i can rmb frm tt show is darth dunno wat wif his dual-end lightsaber.. obi-wan wif his dual lightsaber.. n of course.. queen amidela(did i spell tt rite?) competing wif ayumi to win e weirdest costume cum dress sense award.. plain stupid movie tt was.. hrmx.. comparatively 3 is nice.. like e cinetography(spelling smth liddat 1 lar) of certain parts.. esp e fight btw yoda n sidious.. haha.. (ps.. 4 those in 4 a spoiler read on.. else skip e red part)
e way e setting in which sidious n yoda were playing 'force' games in e old senate house was juz cool.. esp aft amidela commented on "so tis is how liberty ends... in thunderous applause". sidious throwing e senators seats was so symbolic.. e dark lord hurring notions of liberty n freedom at e last line of defence of e gd.. then later.. juz b4 yoda makes up his mind to escape.. tt scene oso damn nice.. e sorrow in yoda eyes were juz so real.. as he looked up at his cloak falling until it got stuck at one of e debris of one of e senators seat.. hrmz.. so nice.. wad a way to signal e end of his way of life, a way to signal his admit of defeat, his feeling of loss of all tt he stood for.. juz so perfectwell neway i muz say amidela is juz a pain to watch.. disrupt e flow of e entire movie.. kk.. tts all 4 my 2cents worth.. act i dun mind watching it again.. so long as i can get my ass to stick to e small seat 4 2hr 14min.. hrmz.. oac jts outing to watch star wars ne1?!?! haha.. o well. realised i'm drifting away frm my past lifestyle.. no longer e gamer i once was.. totally loss my touch le.. hrmx.. n felt as if i'm getting more n more diff frm fj n jk.. nt gd either.. y e gap.. nj n aj both mugger skools wad so shdnt have much diff.. haha.. maybe june hols go their hse xbox again.. haha.. kk.. tts tt.. til next timealmoz 4got to reply tags:leech: lol.. i bet nearly all oacians b3came pigs aft tt day lorx.. hrmx.. bwm camp still to come.. maybe pig again then?! loljw n aud: sakra-lings?! pesek-lets?! erm.. all i can say is dotzlu n moz: wad e.. my tagboard bcum oac grps adv board liaoz.. haha.. nt tt i mind actduffy: yeah. ac rox.. so goes 4th spot.. but there's still 25th may!!!!!! no worries.. n i'm surprised milan's criticising us 4 playing canteccno(wtf u spell tt) when they were e ones who started tt way of e game.. lum asses they are
Wednesday, May 18, 2005,01:49
ok.. finally back to blog.. life has been getting on.. n taking its toll on me.. so AC juz passed.. well it was gd.. juz tt we had some screwups.. but they were minor compared to all those we've organised so far.. realli muz thank those tt helped e event flow.. was snr attached during e entire race.. realli saw e sakra(-lets?!?!) work 2gether.. but i muz say.. they shd gel more.. wif all e walking n all they nvr seem to chit chat much.. conserve energy they say.. but in e end they all still konked out at rom.. haha.. way to go sakra!! felt tis yr's ac more competitive than last yr.. when all e grps were like so close 2gether cept ketam.. realli like amazing race liddat.. a small mistake might be costly.. juz ask brani bout it
back to life.. slpt 16hrs frm yest 11+ til tis morn.. haha.. realli like pig liddat.. eat slp eat play eat slp play slp.. omg.. i'll feeling sluggish alr.. haha.. end up 2day go skool all tutorials undone even aft long weekend off.. haha.. nt my fault k? i'm nt a lazy bum.. at least trying nt to be le.. jct's coming.. hand over's gonna be soon.. dunno wad to feel oso.. proud?sad?happy? hrmz.. then aft tt.. a responsibility vacated n a new workload imposed.. haiz.. life's suddenly so damn bleak n hopeless.. n prelims isnt even close.. wonder how i'll survive pass a's
i thrive on strength.. i thrive on hope.. but when e going get tough.. i juz dun seem to get going...
Friday, May 06, 2005,13:00
Wad'll u do if e sun sets n u noe it'll nvr rise again?was juz reading pradz blog n pondering over my mentality towards life now when i came up wif tt qns.. n my immediate reaction was? to put all stuff aside n appreaciate e beauty of e last sunset.. to juz 4get bout everthing n make tt moment last 4ever.. gee.. wad a no-brainer i am.
neway 2day was trying to learn how to make weapons frm kong.. haha.. my 1st try at a sling n instead of throwing out e stone i let e entire sling follow suit.. bleahzx.. n i realised tt a small stone can make a huge impact frm great height.. hrmx.. ponder.. twirl it tied to a string over ur head (F=[mv^2]/r=T, no work done).. give it enuf energy(E=.5mv^2+mgh).. project it high up frm uphill(R=[{u^2}cos{2(tether)}]/g).. n e result is a solid smack on e ground(F=ma=m[dv/dt]=mv[dv/dx]).. an impact(Newton's law of restitution, e=0) made tt cld have killed, if nt at least oso can cause serious concussion.. lolx.. side effect of doing too much mechanics.. back to e stone throwing.. now i juz needa perfect my throwing technique to hit a target can le.. then can kill.. muahaha
Do u noe tt everytime u're near.. everybody else seems far away
Wednesday, May 04, 2005,21:47
woke up yest nite at 0345.. damn.. missed e whole 1st half of e L'pool chelsea match.. but hey.. when i turned on the tv.. pool 1-0 chelsea.. i kena stunned.. but in a gd way.. e match was damn gd.. e back 4 were simply superb.. finnan containg cole, hypia denying drogba, n carragher showing great heart in defence.. in mid-end half.. i thot i was at world cup 2002 again.. france vs senegal aft senegal scored e opening goal of e cup.. chelsea was prectically throwing every single man into our half.. but gd thing was e midfield cld stop e attks.. if not then e back 4 did perfectly well protecting dudek.. thk god nt 0-0 draw then go penalties.. as wenfoo put it.. they had cech while we had dudek.. howda win kickout? now tt
e road to istanbul is complete
benitez can at least place a bit more effort trying to retain 4th spot.. else if totally rely on finals is realli a big gamble lehz.. whee.. totally over e moon now! u'll nvr walk alone!!
k.. enuf of soccer.. work suX! lum suX! but still.. life wun be as fun as it is w/o those down times.. was looking at calender yest.. 1 yr past wif me counting each day.. hoping 4 it to end n achieving nothing much.. now its so soon b4 my time in nj end.. nt tt i'll particularly miss it a lot.. but still.. u get wad i mean.. 2 more mths to passing on.. A's juz round e corner.. n if i still remain tis unfit NS will follow VVV soon after. ok.. still got pt wif jnrs tmr.. neway juz heard 4 oac councillors got into exco.. kaoz.. 2frm sakra 2 frm pesek.. wadz tis man? frm 1 6th hse rep to 7 37th councillors wif 3 in exco.. now 12 38th councillors wif 4 in exco.. a bit e erm rite. ok.. gotta run.
reply to tag: tis is a simple reply tt goes out to all.. PESEK SUX!! n sakra doesnt rock.. cos noway are we gonna be related to pesek.. sakra juz RULZ!!
Tuesday, May 03, 2005,01:00
We fight 4 e victory we fight 4 e glory we fight wif a spirit nvr seen b4
those lines suddenly struck me when i was trying to catch up wif my work 2day.. did i live up 2 those words? well.. last time maybe.. but now? i finish my work to satisfy my conscience.. if like e subject scope i'll dig so deep.. if i dislike it.. too bad.. shd tt be e attitude? n my duties? i feel like it i'll come up wif smth.. true tt creative juices dun juz function when u want em to.. but do i even try? speak wad of e glory? i dun even feel lite around me.. e quest of knowledge? e quest of self-discovery? Care Honesty Service? think i'm seriously lacking in these departments now. Case ne1 of u dun understand wad crap toking me.. e 1st line is part of cat high skool cheer.. Care Honesty Service is a translation(lousy but a translation nonetheless) of chs skool motto 亲爱忠诚， 敬业乐群。
on sat i got bored n went to join e elects camp.. watch e 38th in action n ok.. some of em realli deserve to be there.. some.. lets juz say i suspect bribery.. nt of the 37th but of e voters.. neway they were hiking.. frm bukit batok to bukit timah then to macritchie.. nt tt i didnt noe e route.. it was e nite hike route in reverse.. but the stations there made em jumble up e order.. i was wif shauns grp.. n boi do they noe howda navigate their way.. speed nt there.. sense of dir nt there.. no wonder started frm 3rd b3cum last.. but at least they noe howda get emselves all going (aft much help frm e 37th tagging along).. now tt 37th are stepping down soon muz realli thank em.. they had a great term (much to my self-reflection).. brought wad i'd nvr have thot of to happen in nj.. boi aint they great.. the passion tt burns.. no doubt e 37th have loads of tt.. now it remains to be seen of e 38th....
neway.. mayday suppose to be slack day.. contradictory to the name of e day itself.. but somehow teachers still force us to labour(nt give birth larz u dimwit).. n i have a FM test tmr.. crapz.. so past 2 days studying.. wad a way to spent my hols!!(there i go again) n still got homework undone.. perfect! ok.. shall go savage wad i can 4 gp research now.. haiz.. commitment!! haha.. or quote yong.. effort!!
nuf of my ramblings.. reply to tags:
shaun: yar.. we rock.. them too.. but next time if 38th org hikes they betta nt go 4 recce on foot
moz: yupz is qing tian.. er.. gd mehz.. i think 七里香much nicer
jw: yesh its jay.. n he juz happens to be e onli chinese singer i listen to.. much to my lack of confidence in chinese
huilin: like i said.. jay's a carbon based compound.. n pesek sux =p
