Thursday, April 28, 2005,22:28
Yest went 4 second med check-up.. tt stupid doc.. made me wait like 4 one hour juz to wait 4 my pupils to dilate.. crapz lorx.. make me unable to face daylight.. nt tt i have done nething tt cant see daylite larz.. ok.. tt was so lum.. wth.. then aft tt juz checkup 4 less than 5mins?!?! n juz say i can leave juz liddat.. nvr even tell me i pes wad.. idiot.. but i gather shd be pes c le larz.. since he nvr say nething.. die.. now muz go pia napfa le.. else 1wk rest onli i die le lorx.. haha
Began reading new novel 2day.. realise i've 4gotten how gd it feels to juz sit back, chill n enjoy a good storyline.. neway its TimeLine by michael crichton.. sci-fi thriller.. realli nice.. n i like e way e intro was written.. below's an excerpt:
(blah blah blah)
So it is fair to say that even the most informed scientists, standing on the threshold of the twentieth century, had no idea what was to come.
(blah blah blah.. n i mean a lot of blahz)
These quantum curiosities , defying logic and common sense, have received little attention from the public, but they will. According to some estimates, by the last decade of the new century(which is TIS century), the majority of physicists around the world will work in some aspect of quantum technology.
Nvr has anyone made quantum physics, a totally amazing and confusing field sound so comprehensible and enjoyable to me.. well.. as Richard Feynman(1967), a quantum physicist himself, said "Nobody understands quantum theory".. guess i'll juz go pursue my maths.. speaking of which.. lum kinda sux.. haha.. his s'tutorial 2day was.. erm.. sucky.. haha.. but dun dispise him k.. cos he can teach u CHI^2 (read KAI squared.. but we call it CHEE neway =p ) distribution in FAIve minutes.. juz as much time as it takes me to have CHEEken rice with LUMcheon meat.. haha.. man i'm turning 3a-sque.. ok.. til next time
Monday, April 25, 2005,21:27
watch e world burn at my hands
finally rediscovered my touch for maths.. now i feel high!! haha.. been doing maths 4 an hr n i'm still tt.. haha.. gr8 improvement frm slacking like hell last time le.. FUN MATHS!! =P kk. better stop.. else ppl will think i'm cra-Z(which i actually am.. crazy bout maths =P) act wadz getting me TIS high is music.. its juz a pleasure to blast music in ur precious ears n be doing ur work.. makes things so much easier.. wonder y exams no such things allowed.. haha
plz value my input
neway past week was pretty uneventful.. sat was AC recce.. n tt was my 4th consec sat in april doing cca stuff.. nt tt i mind.. but then i need a break oso.. april like onli got sun n 30th free 4 me to slack around le.. sux.. haha.. well it'll all end soon.. n i bet i'll miss tis kinda life.. haha.. irony.. aint life full of tt.. speaking of which.. still got GP research gotta do.. haha.. wad utilitarianism.. i found a book published on e internet.. copied into words n it was 46 pages long.. wad e.. cant even bother to read now.. haha.. tmr gp confirm die le.. haha.. helP!
L'pool lost again.. tis time to crystal palace.. kaoz.. benitez ar benitez.. 4 all ur fabulous work in e champs league it'll be juz ur undoing if we cant qualify 4 e champs league next season thru e EPL.. tt is if we can act lose e champs league now tt we are tis close to it.. hate 4 everton n e need to deny them is 1 thing.. the means to get there is another.. wanna suan em oso dun need take such a hard route 1.. neway here's my 2cents(no wait.. 1cents no longer in circulation).. ok.. make it 5cents worth of e champs league.. being a l'pool fan.. i'll say pool beat chelsea.. 0-0 at bridge n 2-0 or 2-1 at anfield.. possible?! ask benitez larz.. then PSV will beat milan.. 1-2 at milan then 1-0 at home.. n plus knowing milan.. think they'll conceed in like late late 2nd half.. ok.. tts realli realli 5cents worth.. i'm supporting e "underdogs"!! neway below is e lyrics 4 e song 晴天.. rediscovered it recently.. its nice.. enjoy
曲：周杰伦 词：周杰伦 编：周杰伦
故事的小黄花 从出生那年就飘着 童年的荡秋千
随记忆一直晃到现在 re sou sou xi dou xi
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou
吹着前奏望着天空我想起花瓣试着掉落 为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天 教室的那一间 我怎么看不见 消失的下雨天
我好想再淋一遍 没想到失去的勇气我还留着 好想再问一遍
你会等待还是离开 刮风这天 我试过握着你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐 大到我看你不见 还要多久
我才能在你身边 等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点
从前从前 有个人爱你很久 但偏偏 雨渐渐 把距离吹得好远
好不容易 又能再多爱一天 但故事的最后你好像说了拜拜
Tuesday, April 19, 2005,21:23
2day was pretty smooth.. but was it cos i didnt stand by my view.. was i too easygoing bout stuff.. i juz didnt wanna get things all messed up again.. i juz wanna run away frm problems n potential problems.. but has tt resulted in me shutting off frm my heart? n can u juz try to learn to BE PUNCTUAL?! u aint everything u noe.. we can start w/o u while u're out enjoying urself.. but wad do we get 4 respecting u n ur input.. a pissed attitude.. n when we take up e work by ourselves? u give us a black face n storm out.. bloody perfect.. haiz.. i'm at fault.. at fault 4 trying to be some1 i can nvr become.. i was nvr born a leader.. nvr tried to be in front.. but haiz.. now can onli hope everything will be fine aft june/july.. hope tt my memories of nj will at least be half as fufilling n fun as tt of cat high
maybe i'll look back at 2day n realise tt there realli is a gap in my heart
even though 2day was fine 4 me, wasnt so for some ppl.. cos one of e TA 2nd lvl classrm had their bags ransacked.. n 4wallets n 5 phones are missing.. seems like theift in nj is on e rise.. like wad samual yeo(he himself a previous victim) said.. top 5 jc still got tis kinda immoral ppl wondering around.. n to think mrs mariam tan has so much faith in us tt she's 4ever toking to us bout how she believes nj kids are sound n all.. haiz.. n do we ever have e rite to suspect other skool ppl who come in for sports events? tis time realli overdid le larz.. even need to have police come.. haiz.. wad has nj become
i'm realli nt feeling v nice now
o well.. enuf of me brooding n trying to be an ass to HIGH ppl.. haha.. music!! haha.. going crazy over nice nice songs recently.. all credit to huiyang.. haha.. expose me to anime themes.. now i hooked le larz.. n oso lord of e dance's music.. so darn nice.. haha.. flute techno rocks
but somehow my heart forces me to smile
n yar.. l'pool form realli inconsistent.. draw tottemham.. haiz.. look likes we realli have to conquer e champ's league le.. haha.. benitez is realli working up miracles.. n i aint complaining.. haha.. juz nt happy tt everton n bolton are riding over us =p
,01:00
haha.. k finally back to blog.. lets recap.. skool these days are juz as monotonous.. sometimes it is such a bore i wonder y i didnt go poly.. haiz.. ok.. shdn't complain.. look on e bright side.. at least i dun have to spend 1 more year of my life under e spore edu system.. haha.. sat was kayaking again.. n it was quite fun kayaking out in more choppy waters.. much nicer.. haha.. n e feeling of like u're gonna capsize is juz so funny.. u dunno whether to try riting urself 1st or prepare 4 capsize drill.. haha.. n yeah.. wave riding is fun.. haha.. u go bobbing up n down in e water in ur kayak.. haha.. pretty cool ei.. haha.. so long u dun capsize.. haha.. ok.. now to e present.. 2day napfa.. bloody weeak.. fail again.. haiz.. like so many items personal best larz(pull-ups included).. 20pts lehz.. haiz.. gotta retake all 6 items at 1 go again larz.. sianz.. neway 2day 2.4 was nt tt gd.. bad start then had to cut so many ppl.. n even kena lap by titus on 3rd round larz.. haha.. act all these no pt oso.. cos i currently PES D.. haha.. so if recheck they send me to PES E then i can hack le.. haha.. o well. shall go slp.. damn shagged now
Monday, April 11, 2005,12:00
yest was sat.. n yest was kayaking.. n kayaking was nice! ok.. shall stop trying to sound like a retard.. haha.. well.. kayaking is plain fun.. but nt real waters yet.. so nt as exciting.. looking forward to capsizing more next week.. haha.. next time shd go kayak more.. haha
changed skin le.. erm.. as in nt shedding larz =p .. but neway tis skin now is my wallpaper.. no no.. i havent turned sadistic n cut off moi own skin juz to decorate my room =p ok.. no wonder i feel handicapped 2day.. tt was lame.. but tis wallpaper's way cool.. haha.. guess i'm in luv wif naruto le.. these dayz are busy sourcing 4 naruto picz, naruto songs n of course waiting 4 new chapters in e manga
n yarz. oac photos are up courtesy of our admin off.. she finally decided nt to slack n do her job so here we have it.. oac photos! haha.. found under my links.. go check it out.. ok larz.. give her some credit larz.. admin off is hardworking cos she gets all e shitty paperwork while i get to slack =p
Friday, April 08, 2005,17:40
Shikamaru: You're Shikamaru. You're a pretty lazy
person, and you'd refuse to do anything if it
might be a pain in the ass. Though, when you
find something worth doing, you set out to do
it right and devote yourself to it.
.:What character from Naruto are you?:. (20 results with pics)
Sunday, April 03, 2005,15:48
e light of e North,
shines South.
e path to the East,
leads West.
e confined powers,
flow out.
e diminishing light,
shines!
reawakening!!
haha.. realised i cld be quite a philosopher.. juz let my train of thots run wild.. haha.. 1 morn n my life nvr seemed so clear to me.. =p .. muz be e hike making me crazy.. hey mj.. if u ever read tis.. cheer up yarz.. n i'm nt sure if its us nt doing things e rite way.. come tell us wad u think k? think its juz us nt wanting to be like our seniors..
anyway nite hike was cool.. aft e initial lecture by ms chua e grp realli stuck 2gether.. realli gd to see tt.. but somehow i find e way they relay msg funny..haha.. the way front man describe terrain is juz.. erm.. corny to me.. haha.. n me was juz as lame as ever wif leech trying to improve hiz gp by transposing every msg tt was passed down.. haha. til then.. i shall go trash pradz upside-down
Friday, April 01, 2005,14:44
results are streaming back.. n i'm damn affected.. hell.. well.. maybe its juz me.. too competitive.. too result orientated.. shit.. nvm.. still got ct2.. ct2 cmi still got prelim.. prelim still cmi then might as well go book slot in ite le =p .. these few dayz in skool quite sian.. all work work work.. n all e teachers trying to prep tok us.. to hell larz.. still got 7mths.. not "onli 7mths left".. maybe its e teachers who needa get taught how to be opptimistic.. stress stress stress.. ok i'm not making sense.. but neither is e world around/inside me
nite hike tis sat.. hope it'll be fun.. n pyro better keep up speed.. show aura tt we owe e nite =p.. there goes e competitive me again.. haha.. n oac is getting more n more fun.. yest when we were doing rope obs qiyang n they all were realli damn funny.. momentum momentum momentum.. haha.. lauf until i wanna roll.. n e jnrs realli luv their cards.. it seems they go newhere oso muz play cards 1.. lolx
lost le.. like totally.. cant do anything to help myself.. e key is lost.. my rage is missing.. n gone wif my rage is my fighting spirit.. i juz wanna vanish now.. disappear n nvr appear until i feel angry again.. not feeling pissed n frustrated.. n def nt feeling bitchy n lost like an idiot.. i cant stand a day living on tis earth now.. oh wells. maybe these are my last words =p