the island

yest was half-day. n so half-days alwayz means all play n no work. lolx. class was suppose to have mechanics tutorial after skool was realeased cos ms ng wanted to complete e syallabus..not complusory.. lolx.. so me n chok happily walked out wif e rest of e skool to join some 37th at taka seoul garden.. lolx.. after we raided sakae sushi last time, we decided bbq is to our liking too!! so keeny dc chok brent rard leech jason mel n me arrived wif shaun heng n yichuan joining us later. met s11 guys there oso. it was damn funny there. haha.. we did all kinda crap. muz def mention how we eat beef. it was no longer called beef to us as of yest. due to e large proportions tt we got frm e counter.. it was officially renamed COW!! yar. "xxx pass e cow plz" was not uncommon at our table. haha.. think we deprived e other customers of beef.. lolx. then we played iron chef there oso. lolx. cao funny. one team was so serious while e other was juz making us lauf. haha.. n e names of e dishes are so nice too. haha. e theme was squid (was suppose to be onion but it ran out). then mel's team presented to us.. foreskin delight n combo, while dc's team of iron-chefs-to-be came up wif jesus jumps over the wall. lolx.

then aft tt joined guen cass avalene yeewen stanley n samual 4 movie wif chok. watched e island. v thot provoking. in a sense e script kinda not blockbuster material, but its nice in a literary sense. think e entire movie was so symbolic of e bible. haha.. n 4 those like me who luv to think bout nth.. tis can realli make ur cranky gears of e mind to work. e diff aspects of cloning were briefly discussed if not shown. n it totalli convinced me to take a stand on tt issue, so much so tt i juz wish e protagonists (who are e clones) will juz die or smth. now i'll have smth more to write in gp essay in future.. lolx.

ok.. tmr is maths test.. wad on earth am i doing here?! tags:
kohla: long time no see, cute arab!! are u still e small boi tt left chs 2yrs ago?! haha.. dun later taller than me le lehz
mos: no lorx, where got copy u. diaoz. eat chocs cant mehz?! lolx

Safety b4 freedom.

tis weekend is diff. so much diff frm all e wkends i've had since tis yr started. y? cos i stayed home 4 2 entire days n studied!! omg. well i didnt manage to catch up, go further than syllabus (mainly cos its ending), or revise, but tts nt e point. thing is i woke up yest feeling so refreshed.. as if i realli realli had a purpose in life. so i set off to do SOME work. ended up i finished entire mechanics syllabus. =p .

2day had a veri random thot. i noe i've alwayz wanted to get into saf.. pref wif some scholarship, cos i wanna serve e country in tt aspect. so when i put down my career n scholarship option last time during saphire interview, e 3rd choice of teaching was juz as a random choice. but now thinking bout it, being a cher aint tt bad. red tape n all, it actuallly removes a lot of office politics known to go around a lot. n its def much livelier than having to stare at e comp or paperwork wadsoeva. oh hell.. lets juz wait n see

onto smth more recent. 2 terror bombings in london, then yest in egypt. i realli dun have anything against terrorist. in fact, i pity em. their plight realli deserve sympathy; their devotion deserves recognition. but somehow, e way they try to make their points juz degrade wad they're trying to defend. i'm sure no religion on earth preaches tt killing a fellow human is rite, however much an infidel i am. i've always admired their willingness to stand up 4 their ideals n against other forces, until recently at a gp discussion wif keefe n huiren. it was on our gp topic "safety above freedom?" we had tis insight thru e discussion tt these ppl are actually hum ppl who value safety above freedom as killing infidels to dem will guarantee their safety in their afterlives. now i suddenly pity e victims more.

i need reHaB!!

omg. i truely think i'm an addict. nt to drugs, not sort of anyway. i'm hooked onto coffee n chocolates. so ok, i'm sorta addictted to drugs. i need caffine to sustain my day, n i mean loads n loads of it. think someday i'll get immune to caffine.. then perhaps its time to move onto red bull or smth. lolx. then of course chocs. it contains some kinda mental stimulant if i'm not wrong(ask some bio students maybe?). it feels shiok juz eating chocs man. haha. i'm crazy :P

got down to doing some work 2day. like finally. finished e whole of chemical periodicity. *proud* work doesnt sux as much if u realli dun hate it. lolx. juz read brentz' blog. so "inspiring", lolx. 11:11 now. alwayz thot of tt thing when i see tis timing. ok.. short entry. nth much to blog anyway.

i swore onto my soul b4, tt my life is of no purpose.
now i look back, will i be able to fulfil my promise?!

MecH Assult!!

haha. nt e mech assult game larz. its e assult of mechanics!! haha. been doing so much mechanics these days due to fm tt its beginning to get fun! all e stupid formulas.. haha. can't believe i'm able to derive fun outta work again.. its been a long time. oh well, obv tts where my interest lies.

tt day went down 4 oac. well, nt exactly to participate, but more like to go store slack. realli feels diff to join em 4 activities now. its like i'm no longer bounded by rulez (at least those set by e pres) and discipline. hrmx.. miss oac =p . e mad rush to complete proposal n those review sessions to "fight" wif e teachers. haha.. n e enthu peeps helping us out like mj (ok 4 once i shan't call him a acs sj gay!!) n der (thx 4 all e pioneering stuff howeva much u hate it). speaking of which.. tt goon has been placed under intense pressure ever since she got voted in. haha.. so much pressure tt she sent me a msg tt was suppose to go to ben! n its regarding snrs farewell!! omg!! haha. n dun even noe how to lie to cover up.. lolx. think i was laufing v hard when she tried lying to cover up. e excuse was so lame!! hehe. but then cant blame her. think some ppl aint helping, leaving everything to her juz cos she's now w pres. perhaps those ppl need PET OWNERSHIP TO LEARN RESPONSIBILITY!! (tt was e jct gp qns i attempted. got screwed terribly) its nt like u didnt volunteer to head e act planning or smth u noe.. those ppl wanted to take charge!! ziah

stood in e middle of e room.
shouted all tt i wanted to say.
u were juz feets away,
.
.
.
behind e soundproof wall.

E.n.d G.a.m.e

Juz nt rite.. yet

2day skool started proper again. so damn sian. n i guess my bio-clock is screwed up beyond recognition. 2day b4 lunch i slept thru all e lects n tutorials cept 4 maths tutorial which surprisingly was e 1st lesson. maybe e lack of caffine have got smth to do wif it, but hell no.. ALL E WAY?! tts a bit too much huhz. was kinda screwed 2day oso. nvr do maths tutorial. bleahz. she specially asked us to prep 4 skool reopen n i nvr do. y? cos it is SHM n i slept thru all e lects too!! genius!! n then all e work i cheong out cher nvr even ask us to submit, but instead is those i nvr even touch (or think of 4 e matter of SHM) tt we were required to show. knn, so down on my luck.

stayed back late in skool to help j1 wif intra-ac stuff. guess they still dun understand e meaning of WORK TOGETHER yet. alwayz seperating emselves into comms. dun they get it? its nt wad comm they're in, how gd's e comm, wad e comm does.. its how e comm can contribute to e final product tt'll realli count. n to do tt they'll have to realli cooperate wif each other. juz take bwm 4 example. it didnt matter who was ic 4 campfire, cos in e end kong me chok n fifi went macritchie get firewood 2gether. i didnt have to call on anybody else supposedly ic 4 log or campfire or nething. haha, neway i'll nvr 4get tt experience, so funny.. so cool.

bout time i get serious bout work. time to hit e nitrous, time to sacrifice e soul, time is nt enuf. 2mths.. all tt i've now. each day is gonna be a torture, but juz gotta bear wif it. juz look at e fm timetable planned 4 tis term n u'll understand. but then, wad is my final goal? when does e marathon end? when do i take a step up into striding, n when do i start e sprints? qns qns.

so spread e fire into e sacred woods, but will e disaster stop 4 e work of a man?
4 a frown?
4 a smile?

Detonation con-Fused

havent touched a single bit of my hols assignment. tmr's gonna be a bleak bleak day.. =(

2day went fj hse xbox again. he was maple-ing.. wth. got intro into maple proper. tried installing on my com. doesnt work =( . played mech assult.. got trashed by him =( (DUH!! but i wasnt tt bad i it.. long long time ago). played burnout 3 takedown. haha.. seems like i have a flair 4 it. no wait, shd be i have a flair 4 all things destruction. great racing tracks, nice nifty movements n of course, the whole point ot burnout, nice big big explosions i created. my record was 1.5 billion worth of cars, goods, oil tankers (n of course burning oil!! muahhaha). n burnout 3 has got damn good sound-tracks. try <> think it rox. n burnout has got damn high ratings in all the games review webbie tt i viewed, at least 9/10. i even saw one 9.9/10. makes me wonder y i didnt buy it. nvm, next time its value drop le then get.

lifes damn sad. seems like i'm facing a return into my old ways. wanting to consume myself in all my "work of art". all e rage burning around me, juz as if i cld live off it. if i ever become a weapon design specialist, ppl out there better watch out. e death n destruction of every single organic particle on tis planet shall take place. of course tts a dream, a fantasy. a pity i cant draw well nowadays, else i'll have at least some place to let all my emotions run into, making smth tt'll no longer juz exist in my mind. how i wish... ...

Turn of e tides

Juz finished my last ct in nj e day b4. quite ok. realli surprises me how mc teachers can use up all their brain juices to think up super complicated normal qns, then end up setting super easy S paper qns 4 a supposedly harder paper. gdi. maybe its juz cos there wasnt any stress when i was attempting e paper. juz wanted to go in n see how many marks i can savage, n was doing everything at such a leisure pace. maybe tts juz me, needing my own space n time to complete my task, but requires tt extra "pressure" factor to excel. hrmx, so overall i think i can live wif e kinda grades i get frm tis ct, considering e amt of effort i put in.

then i guess it was cos i used up all my luck pushing my way thru e cts, so yest i was juz running so short on luck. 1st jennifer came late by 15 mins than e meeting time we set at tp, then bus left juz b4 he came. diaoz, then took bus reach there alr 15min late, darn. but worst still.. no1 else was there!! they were all at bedok waiting 4 those 2 tt had too tiring a nite(think both of em i gonna kill me 4 tis, but heck.. haha). they arrived at 1030 liddat, nearly half an hr later tt chok who left home later n was caught in a jam. lol. spent tt xtra time to choose a gd bike wif gd front tire 4 e cycling trip, then knn, back tire flat!! n it wasnt as if i rode on smth. i juz went to lunch break wif perfectly alrite tyres, came back onli to find it flat. does there exist any kinda theory to xplain tis interesting phenomenum?! so i continued to cycle wif e rest, wif xl suffering flat tires both in front n back, ky having a flat front n yeewen having a flat back. then suddenly.. *drumroll wif thunder in background* e inner tube from my back tire came out! n cos i pushing my limit at cycling at such high speed, e tude got caught in my gear, snapped into 2, n continued to snug its way into my gears. wth! in e end xl yeewen ky n me decided to walk all e way back frm pasir ris to east coast, n mitchell n peiying joined us oso. wah!! so stupid, such a long walk!! then i tried cycling a bit n caused my front tire to go flat oso.. wah!! so totally cant cycle le.. argh! in e end had to hitchhike back to east coast. haha.. then when me ky n xl were taking our slow stroll back to ecp, it drizzled, n e wind was super huge!bah!! had to run 4 e nearest shelter. but least i spotted a rainbow *thinks back.. how long has it been since i actually seen a rainbow. omg.. p2!! haha. then 4 all e energy tt we used to get e bike all e way back, we had to pay 4 e lousy punctured tires. dotz. lesson learnt le.

2day had a damn intriguing thot. had nth better to do so when to look at shampoo ingredients. all e names are so.. lets juz say they make gd tongue twisters when read. all e chim chim names, make me wonder how humans are willing to trust others n believe tt these chemicals are going to do their hair good juz cos tis tried n tested, but are always 2nd-guessing each other.. esp at e higher political lvl. humans are juz so damn lame.

imperfection was built into us, into our minds.
but we made our weakness our strongest weapon, our WMD.
but when e time come, will we be able to let go of our weapons, so as to be stronger?

Desmond
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